Wednesday, December 9, 2009

Depressed Blogging.

The song that best sums up my life right now is Breathe by Taylor Swift. I've been so depressed.

I see your face in my mind as I drive away
We never thought it would end this way
Its killing me to see you go after all this time

Your the only thing I know like the back of my hand
And I cant breathe without you- but I have to.

Because I know when I drive away from SB, I'll be thinking of that doggone International Relations final with the innumerable times I wrote 'neoliberalist' thinking it was a real word, and getting points docked off- doh. Why can't wikipedia tell us these things before we write 10 page papers?

I will also miss my Monday and Wednesday time slot with Prof. Rauchhaus, the most bad ass balding man I have ever met. And yes, I do know IR like the back of my hand- terrorism ain't got nothin on me bitch!

1) Structure influences behavior.
2) Bad outcomes are unintended consequences.
3) Cognitive dissonance- the demon in us all!

Taylor always manages to write the songs that best sing my heart's lyrics. Sigh. Now I have to go to work and pester myself with all these depressing moments of leaving Fall quarter. We had a good time, but sadly, it was not for us. Thank you Fall, and maybe we'll meet some time in the future... maybe?